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And because Christian Kane!


Total Solar Eclipse 2017

And I had to fucking work, granted I got to watch it, but my husband and daughter got to go to an event. The Keizer Volcanoes(the minor league baseball team) held a special game, and it was a whole event. And I am so pissed off about the fact that they got to have fun, TOGETHER, and I had to work and only got to spend 15 minutes watching for it and as soon as it was over I had to go back in and work. I’m mad about the fact that I didn’t get to experience a once in a lifetime kind of event with my family. A shit-ton of companies shut down for the eclipse, and mine should have. I feel jipped, and I am in such a bad mood that I feel like crying.

kinda having a tantrum right now…

So I got my hair where I want it basically, but my hair doesn’t do the same as her’s(in the pic i used), because it’s not thick and full. I was not blessed with amazing hair! It effing sucks! I hate it. Absolutely 100% fucking pissed off about it! Ruby Rose and me….


Then, my daughter wanted an undercut, so I gave her one, because I’m not ridiculous like my mother was, she never let me do the fun crazy stuff with my hair when I was a kid, manic panic and undercuts and all that stuff. It sucked major. So I vowed to never be that way, whatever my kid wants to do with her hair, I don’t care because it’s hair and it grows back and you can change the color…so I gave her the undercut she wanted and it turned out great, and I honestly haven’t seen my daughter this happy in a long ass time.


She wants to re-dye it today so we will go to the store and get her some hair dye. Not sure what color she wants to do though.

And I really want a design in my hair, but I can’t do it to myself, and that sucks ass too. lol And I don’t have any hair stylist friends, or even a hair stylist in Salem, because I’ve been doing my own hair for the last 6 years.

I want this, but instead of the heart beat line, I want those waves that are in the tattoo…because PEARL JAM!

But I wouldn’t even know where to go to have this done… 😦

/end rant.

AFI @ The Roseland 08/04/17

So, I love only one band more than AFI..and as we all know that is Pearl Jam…so I fucking love AFI! They have meant so much to me over the years ever since I discovered them as a teen. Along with PJ they got me through some of the most difficult times. My husband and my daughter and I went. My husband did not enjoy it…Chyann and I didn’t enjoy the first two bands at all either, but AFI! They were on fire! Chyann didn’t know them going in, but she fell in love with them. I am so happy I could introduce her to a band that I love so much and she loved them too. It was a very special experience because it was her first concert. ❤ ❤ ❤ We were way up close to start. But after the first few songs by the second band, people were pushing and thrashing around and it was so fucking hot and I experienced claustrophobia for the first time ever. So we had to move to the back of the crowd. So I could get some air. But even though I had to move to the back, I still could not have had a better time…unless the first two bands had not performed, because in my opinion they were terrible. lol But here are my favorite pictures of the night.


This last pic is from the stall wall when I went pee…I found it picture worthy because that is my name…Amanda Michelle…lol

Here are the couple of videos I got…the opening of the show with Miss Murder…

And the beginning of Silver and Cold…


I love this band so much! AFI, Davey Havok, Hunter Burgan, Jade Puget and Adam Carson. Thank you for being there, for understanding and for giving the world everything you have to offer!


FINALLY I got the details…just shortly after posting to FB about how I was so frustrated I was near tears…yup it was not a good Monday morning.

so tomorrow I start 7-3 and this will be my new schedule unless they discover any conflicts but I don’t think it will be an issue. And I start training with Daniel on backhauls tomorrow for the next two weeks, and when Tommy gets back from Vacation on the 24th, I will train with him on Safety admin.


It’s only taken over 3 freaking months, but FINALLY!!!! So I can stop being stressed over it.


And after training with Daniel…I will be getting my own desk…I will get to take over his. 🙂 Finally my own space that I don’t think I will have to share…but I might still have to share it with Daniel…since he’ll be a night shift supervisor….I’m not sure. We shall see. But that won’t be so bad, because he’s clean and doesn’t even have any decor at his desk. lol

Bored stiff

I have been training my replacement for my current job/duties at work and she is doing really well so I am kinda just sitting here getting paid to look over her shoulder and play on my phone. Because I don’t have a computer now she has what was mine. I asked my supervisor about that and he said he would check on getting my computer… I told him she is doing really well and I am really bored. Lol I feel bad, too, because I am not making much of a contribution right now. And the day is going by so slowly. 

My allergies kicked in on Monday and got to be awful. The worst attack I have had in probably 12 years. My nose and my right eye are just running. I haven’t even been ablebto wear make up to work this week because of my eye. Its a little better today, but yesterday was the most miserable day. 

I bought new clothes and shoes this last weekend. I got leggings… I am never wearing real pants again! Lol

I hope everyone had a: 

I am sleepy now because I had a headache and took some benadryl for it. I am still shocked how well that works. I wish I had known that years ago. I would rather be sleepy than have a pounding headache! 

Cant wait for my new schedule to start! 

Oh and I made this the other day. These guys are my top 5… they are my “hall pass” list… my hubby and I each have one. Not that we really would… but its funny. Left to right, in case you don’t know all of them: Tom Hardy, Christian Kane, Eddie Vedder, Jensen Ackles and Chris Hemsworth. Yummy! Lol

Alrighty, I guess that’s it for now…