Today’s Mantra

“You have a three day weekend, you have a three day weekend, you have a three day weekend!!!”

Just keep repeating that over and over, because I am not having a good day. Driver’s are making me want to scream.

2 breakdowns and one driver answered to say he’d let me know when he was done with his own route…and he’s sick, and has been since last week and still isn’t feeling good, and so I feel really bad about even asking him. He’s off the hook we sent a new driver to help the one guy and the other guy…I told him I couldn’t get the driver he asked me to reach and he wasn’t surprised…and really neither was I because that guy is an ass!

Anyway, I am so over this day!

Shitty day…

It was a crazy ass busy day at work, and we had all kinds of issues and I had to tend to a lot of them on my own…and my phone didn’t stop ringing. So one of the issues, a missing key, which should have only taken me about 30-45 minutes to search for took me an hour and a half because I would get through about 10 keys and my phone would ring again. It was a shit show…

On top of already having a bad day, my favorite driver was not very nice to me today. He left his key in the truck and I asked him if he was going to go and get it and he said “tomorrow” I said “No I need it back, in case it has to go out tonight.” That made him mad, he did go get it, but then he threw it across the counter into the key room and walked out. I mean I know he had a bad day, but I was joking with him when he came in, and he was not nice to me at all. It really bothered me, because I bust my ass to help them. In my current position, that’s my main job is to assist them in anyway I can…I help with scanner/printer problems, I help with E-log problems, I answer other questions, I get them help when they get behind for whatever reason. I make sure info is always correct and updated for them so they get the right keys they need…plus tons of other things that arise…so when one of them is not very nice to me, I do take offense. Especially because he’s my favorite driver…and he knows it. He really hurt my feelings today by being such a jackass. It’s just like, don’t shit on me because you had a bad day…I’m your ally!

And I’m overly emotional lately because I have completely gotten off of the antidepressant I was taking and now I’m just on a mood stabilizer.

Anyway, I’m done venting I’m going to go work on my story and maybe read.